I get lost in thoughts, ones i dont understand…i roam around to find a way to know why these ideas do not resonate. i wonder why they have been thrown my way, if they were real at one time but now just lost there way. Words that made up the thoughts now lost in time, as i try to reconstruct the reason why. i feel so lost on this world sometimes…looking back to learn where i went wrong. led astray by my own lack of self love.