Monthly Archives: March 2017

Hey my word press fam check this out, i thought it was a chem trail plane at first glance, but there is no visible plane😄!

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Some days, like this one, its so hard to stay. So unbelievably hard to be in this world feeling like my presence doesnt matter, feeling unheard and unseen. To not be acknowledged is to not matter. To not matter is to be irrelevant, not needed…useless.         To some degree it is the feeling of no love…to be unloved is to feel dead inside. Like no one would notice if you did not exsist, which would feel so much better not to be on this plane, yet the fact that your death would go unnoticed not only makes it hurt more, but theres a small tinge…well fuck youz if you don’t care. I care, I must care, because if I wait on someone else they may or may not show up. They may not even care the right way, or the way I need them too. If I wait for other or others for my self worth, I may not recognize it or see it or understand.              This Earth plane is tough, therefore I too must be. I need to save me, love me and value my presence. If I am the one I have been waiting to love me…why is it so hard? 

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